जीवन की आपाधापी में

जीवन की आपाधापी में कब वक़्त मिला
कुछ देर कहीं पर बैठ कभी यह सोच सकूँ
जो किया, कहा, माना उसमें क्या बुरा भला।

जिस दिन मेरी चेतना जगी मैंने देखा
मैं खड़ा हुआ हूँ इस दुनिया के मेले में,
हर एक यहाँ पर एक भुलाने में भूला
हर एक लगा है अपनी अपनी दे-ले में
कुछ देर रहा हक्का-बक्का, भौचक्का-सा,
आ गया कहाँ, क्या करूँ यहाँ, जाऊँ किस जा?
फिर एक तरफ से आया ही तो धक्का-सा
मैंने भी बहना शुरू किया उस रेले में,
क्या बाहर की ठेला-पेली ही कुछ कम थी,
जो भीतर भी भावों का ऊहापोह मचा,
जो किया, उसी को करने की मजबूरी थी,
जो कहा, वही मन के अंदर से उबल चला,
जीवन की आपाधापी में कब वक़्त मिला
कुछ देर कहीं पर बैठ कभी यह सोच सकूँ
जो किया, कहा, माना उसमें क्या बुरा भला।

मेला जितना भड़कीला रंग-रंगीला था,
मानस के अन्दर उतनी ही कमज़ोरी थी,
जितना ज़्यादा संचित करने की ख़्वाहिश थी,
उतनी ही छोटी अपने कर की झोरी थी,
जितनी ही बिरमे रहने की थी अभिलाषा,
उतना ही रेले तेज ढकेले जाते थे,
क्रय-विक्रय तो ठण्ढे दिल से हो सकता है,
यह तो भागा-भागी की छीना-छोरी थी;
अब मुझसे पूछा जाता है क्या बतलाऊँ
क्या मान अकिंचन बिखराता पथ पर आया,
वह कौन रतन अनमोल मिला ऐसा मुझको,
जिस पर अपना मन प्राण निछावर कर आया,
यह थी तकदीरी बात मुझे गुण दोष न दो
जिसको समझा था सोना, वह मिट्टी निकली,
जिसको समझा था आँसू, वह मोती निकला।
जीवन की आपाधापी में कब वक़्त मिला
कुछ देर कहीं पर बैठ कभी यह सोच सकूँ
जो किया, कहा, माना उसमें क्या बुरा भला।

मैं कितना ही भूलूँ, भटकूँ या भरमाऊँ,
है एक कहीं मंज़िल जो मुझे बुलाती है,
कितने ही मेरे पाँव पड़े ऊँचे-नीचे,
प्रतिपल वह मेरे पास चली ही आती है,
मुझ पर विधि का आभार बहुत-सी बातों का।
पर मैं कृतज्ञ उसका इस पर सबसे ज़्यादा -
नभ ओले बरसाए, धरती शोले उगले,
अनवरत समय की चक्की चलती जाती है,
मैं जहाँ खड़ा था कल उस थल पर आज नहीं,
कल इसी जगह पर पाना मुझको मुश्किल है,
ले मापदंड जिसको परिवर्तित कर देतीं
केवल छूकर ही देश-काल की सीमाएँ
जग दे मुझपर फैसला उसे जैसा भाए
लेकिन मैं तो बेरोक सफ़र में जीवन के
इस एक और पहलू से होकर निकल चला।
जीवन की आपाधापी में कब वक़्त मिला
कुछ देर कहीं पर बैठ कभी यह सोच सकूँ
जो किया, कहा, माना उसमें क्या बुरा भला।

-बच्चन

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1st Time Blood Donation

1st Time Blood Donation

le lo... le lo.. mera khoon le lo.. aur mujhe aazadi de do.. de do kisi jaroorat mand insaan ko.. lekin khoon ki expiry date nai pata mujhe is liye check kar lena laboratory main..aur yeh bhi check kar lena ki kahin koi pagal keetaadoon (virus) to nahin hai na... :p

Today's lunch

Today's lunch: Mattar Paneer + 3 Slices of Brown Bread + 2 Parantha

Yum Yum!!

Random

Black & Colour
something I like & do, in my clothing also :) mixing Colors with Black

Today's lunch

Today's lunch: buttered kala chana + 3 brown bread + two parathas

mast! yum yum masala chana!!

ask me for the receipe ;)

Today's Morning SMSs received

Vinod: mushkilon se bhag jana asaan hota hai. Har pahlu zindagi ka imtihaan hota hai. Darebewalon ko milta nahin kuchh zindagi main, ladnewalon ke pairo main zahaan hota hai... GM

Meena ji:Zindagi jiyo to samundar, nahi to gum ka dariya hai.. sukh aur dukh kuchh bhi nahin apna apna najaria hai! good morning!

naraj mails

Below were my replies to one of my naraj friend, a short tempered person but cute at heart! :)

anyway i have sent a sms also just now at 3:00AM :p, hope the person feels better in the morning :)
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On 1/16/07, C. K. wrote:
and am going to tell you some real bad things.. and you decide whats next!!
the guy you see with a ever smiling face.. at times he really f**k people on their face.. screw them hard...screw people and their God!! a real hard heart to please!!

A real dirty brain..doing so many things. listenin to all....caring for a few special... trying to make them smile, writing crazy emails at 4:00am in the morning..and spending hrs to make some small cards.....

think yourself.

hohohohohoho...

On 1/16/07, C. K. wrote:

read whatever you have written and think again......
and then decide ki kuchh bolna hain aur kya bolna hai....
you have selective friends, good.... but having one kameena among them.. think.. and then tell..

On 1/16/07, XXXXX wrote:

XXXXXXXXX

and "go to hell" wasnt to offend u ... i use it for my fnds ..i do have only selective fnds but they value a lot for me ...

rest kuch nahi bolna mujhe ...

bye

SMSs

I have a gujarati family here. Lovely family, meena ji tought me garba last year, and this year I won three best dancer prizes consecutively during navaratri season ;) and one of them was a big event of Phalguni Pathak show :D

The family is very close to me. I love talking to meena ji, and we always send nice sms to each other everyday.

Here is one conversation from today:
Meenaji: 7RULES TO BE HAPPY
1>never hate
2>don't worry
3>live simple
4> expect a little
5>give a lot
6>always smile
7>have a cute friend like u!

good day.

Me: hum hawa nahi jo kho jaayenge, hum waqt nahin jo gujar jayenge. hum mausam nahi jo badal jaayenge, hum to parchai hai dosti ki, jahaan dekhoge wahaan najar aayenge..!! have a great day!

Meena ji: you know very well how to please some one. shouldn't be a problem finding a 'saathi' for you. Best of luck!
[thats because I have asked her to look for a nice gujju girl for me ;) :p]
Me: But the sad thing, I don't believe in luck, remember i told you before :) your good wishes are enough for me :)

Meena ji: God bless you with all the happiness!

Me: :) thanks

Good Moooooorrrrnnnnniiiiiiinggggggg World!!!

Good Moooooooooooooooorniiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnggg Delhi!!

Doston main hoon aapka apna ck, aur laya hoon aapke liye subah ka show ek dum mast kadak chai pk.

aaj mangalwar (tuesday) hai, tote (parrot) ko bukhar hai, tota gaya doctor ke paas, doctor ne lagai sui, tota bola ui ui ui...

bhai, hamara tota to bechara dard ke maare karah raha hai.. lekin mujhe poora vishwas hai ki aapke chahre pe iss nursery rhyme ne jaroor morning smile la di hogi :) and now you are starting your wonderful day with a smile :)

isse pahle aap apni bhagti, daudti, tairti aur udti jindagi main vyast ho jaayein, fast music aur beats main doob jaayein, kho jaayein...chaliye kuchh aur minutes ke liye hum aapko phir se bachpan ki sair kara dein..... remember these nursery rhymes??

Kookdoo koo bhai kookdoo koo
Kahe murga kookdoo koo
Utho baalkon,aalas kyon?
Bistar chhodo oon ghon kyon?
Kookdoo koo bhai kookdoo koo
Murga bole kookdoo koo

Machhali jal ki hai raani,
Jeevan uska hai paani,
Haath lagao, dar jaayegi
Bahaar nikaalo, mar jaayegi

Haan to kaisa laga.... Is your smile even bigger :)) must be, right?

To chaliye abb hum taiyar hai with our normal pre-recorded late night show directly from Singapore :) hamari hotline 24x7 ON hain, aur aap hamare number +65-93636086 pe kabhi bhi apni baatein ya problems share kar sakte hai.. aur hamaare dost chandu bhai hamesha ki tarah aaj bhi aapke har quasteeons ke answer denge..To phir jab tak hum karte hain apne pahle caller ka intezaar, aap suniye pahla gana jo hai bilkul taiyar.. from one of best movies of 2006, RDB…robaroo…

Keep smiling :)

Best,

-ck

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This is one crazy email I wrote to my friends last night, or rather say in the morning at 4:00 AM. Most of the times my crazy creative cells will wake up in the middle of night hehe.... I was about to go into the bed at 3:30am, suddenly I remember the similar mail I wrote to one of my gfs when Lage Raho Munna Bhai was released :)
And then I thought if that mail made her smile, why not I have my other friends also start there day with a smile on their face.
I received mixed reactions and comments, but the mail did work, brought a smile on their face :)

some of the emails I am sharing here :)

:)))))))))))))
thank you CK ji...
u brought more than a smile to me.
ever thought of being a RJ
then the smile can be seen alwayz! ;)

Oye Mr. CK

OH MY GOD!

what a mail!!

yeah..brought in a broad smile!

thanks to you !

Good mooooooorrrrnnniiiiiiiiiiiing Singapore!

Whatever it is you are on, I want to try it too! Well, it certainly brought a smile to my face, but now I'm beginning to worry...bhai, tu theek to hai na? :D ( this is from my my cute friend, I call her elder sister, JDD)

u were hungry and foolish, when u wrote this;)

what happened to you?????unwell?

Good Morning Chandu Bhai!

Hum chinthith ho gaye hai...

aap ke tote (parrot) ko bukhar hai,

bathaye.. hum sui..kahaaa lagaaye???

haha.

Good day.. you creative genius... keep writing.

Cheers,

gd morning aspiring DJ!! thats nice...

are sahi dost..maja aa gaya..bada sahi GoodMorning kiya..really mien smile aa gaye face pe..

Thanks for the lovely mail!

My day started bad, but this really did help.

oh no! not again! again u woke up n got drunk!

aise mail wadiya tha.......:-)

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